Don’t get me wrong – being an author is everything I’ve ever wanted. Now that my book’s out there and I’ve followed my dream, I am happy. I want to keep going, and one day (fingers crossed), actually be successful. Be a full-time author.
But… the rejections? The sales numbers that don’t budge, no matter how long you stare at them? No matter how hard you try to get people to see your work?
Yeah, that part sucks.
Sometimes I do feel like giving up. Especially in those darker moments, when I convince myself the book’s rubbish, the idea’s weak, and no one’s ever going to care. But even then, I know I can’t stop.
I can’t give up. I can’t let go of the dream – because somewhere deep down, I still believe I’ll make it. I still believe people around the world will love this story, talk about it, post about it, even make art inspired by it.
Am I delusional? Maybe. Probably. Most likely. But let’s be honest – every dream that’s ever come true started with a bit of delusion.
Has this story been told before? Definitely. But not by you. Not in your voice. And that matters. Your story deserves to exist. And anyone who thinks otherwise? Sod them.
Friends not supporting you? Ditch ‘em.
Partner doesn’t back you? Ditch them too.
Cut out anyone who doesn’t believe in your dream. Harsh? Maybe. Necessary? Absolutely.
So don’t give up. Write that book. Talk about it. Post about it. And never, never be ashamed.
Love,
Suzie
